The Sun will rise...


I wish we had exciting adoption news, but here we sit, 202 days into our EP Submission wait. It’s frustrating in a way that I have never experienced before.  There isn’t much communication, and the Korean ministry has appeared to take the decade off.  I know that isn’t actually true, but it sure feels like that right now.

This morning I listened to the song “The Sun Will Rise” by JJ Heller, as I stared out into our dark windows in our living room during my morning quiet time.  It’s hard to know what to pray or say, when you know you should trust, but your circumstances make it difficult.  Maybe that’s especially the time you should be trusting.  Trust is believing in the unseen.

“Sometimes it feels like forever
When it's dark outside
Baby, the sun will rise
Baby, the sun will rise
However long the night
If you lose your way
And your heart is torn
May my love sing loud
Louder than a thunderstorm
Sometimes it feels like forever
When it's dark outside
Baby, the sun will rise
Baby, the sun will rise
However long the night
And when you feel afraid
And you see shadows on the wall
Wherever there is love
There is no fear at all“
-JJ Heller The Sun Will Rise

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