Little girl, your brain is SMART!
Its a really strange feeling, when all you know about your child, is through written reports. Until covid hit, we were getting updates every month, usually with a photo of Rowan at the Holt office. We survived on those updates! And then, when covid hit, the updates stopped coming. It was too dangerous for foster families to bring children into the office. Most families do not have cars, and thus, must take multiple subways and busses in order to make their way to the Holt office. It made sense, and and at the same time, it was really sad to know we could not send anything to Rowan, and we could not receive anything as well. At her birthday, (as I wrote previously about) we were able to send a video singing happy birthday, in our very best Korean that we could. It felt like we could finally send her our love in a small way. After that day, we got back a video of her foster family singing to her. And it was on repeat, and s...